Monday, June 20, 2011

My babies..

These are the only babies I have for now.... my 8 week old Shih Tzu named Rudy that my hubby got me for our Anniversary next month. And our 2 year old Siamese cat named Leo.






The blessings... and the pain...


I know I am truly blessed but sometimes life sucks! Why why why... do people have to be blessed with child and never be able to meet that child? I know too too too many great people and myself that have gone through this.. and NONE of them deserved it! I lost my first baby back in December they would have been 6 months 3 weeks in vitro. Then again I lost another one recently. She would have been 14weeks in vitro due to ectopic this one had to be medically ended.. Why is life like this sometimes? The pain never ever leaves. How can we move on from this? The answer... we really don't...