Sunday, November 13, 2011

Send me Baby Dust!!

I haven't blogged in a while things have been a little tough on me since my ectopic.


So this past week I took 5 days of Clomid. This is the first round of Clomid I have been able to take since my ectopic pregnancy 6 months ago. That is a long time to not be able to TTC! So far Clomid has worked to get us pregnant we have just have problems getting it to stick or it stuck but not in the right place. Out of the 4 times we've used Clomid we've gotten pregnant so I'd say our chances are pretty good compared to other that have used Clomid. I just pray we get pregnant and the baby implants in my uterus and I do not miscarry. As soon as I get a positive result I will be put on Prometrium to keep my Progesterone levels up. When I hit 2000 HCG I'll get my first ultrasound. This next pregnancy will be treated as a high risk. That actually gives me comfort to know that I'll have excellent care to insure a good pregnancy. I just pray pray pray that we get pregnant! I don't know how much more heartbreak I can endure. Everyone is having sweet little babies and I just want it to be my time. We are settling into a house at the beginning of December so I feel this is the perfect time to finally have our little bundle of joy. Everything in our life seems amazing right now and seems like it is going the direction we want it. I just want this to happen for us too!  


SO PLEASE, PLEASE SEND ME SOME BABY DUST!!
Send lots of baby dust.. secretly(not really so secretly) I want twins!