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So I don't know how many people are actually following my infertility blog... most of the time I just write to get my thoughts and feelings out.  We attempted Clomid once again.  It has been almost 2 weeks since my last day of Clomid.  I detected ovulation with an OPK and hope the magic has happened.  Today I was actually nauseated from the smell of the pizza I was cooking.  I recall back in December when we were pregnant that I had a huge sensitivity to smells and that was really early in that pregnancy. So I told my hubby about that one.  Hopefully we are pregnant.  I'm trying not to get too excited about it though.  My mind tends to make me believe that I'm pregnant when in fact I'm not. Wish I could multiply as  much as others.. HAHA.


So... My best friend who lives in Arkansas is almost 5 weeks pregnant! I'm so happy for her but something sad is that she felt she couldn't tell me :(  I found out through Facebook!  It saddens me that my pain of my own infertility strikes her in almost the same way.  She didn't want me to feel pain in her joy.  That is sweet but I would have loved to hear it directly from her to me not from a post to everyone on facebook.  We talked about it today and everything is better.  I am very happy for her.  She has suffered more than a few miscarriages before finally delivering her beautiful daughter a little more than a year ago. It is a beautiful thing that she is able to have another.  I pray everything goes well in her pregnancy.  She is an amazing mother.  I am very proud I did not feel any jealousy when I found out.  She is my best friend, maybe that is why?  

I really hope that we are pregnant again.  I have been doing great in remembering to take my metformin and vitamins! I don't want to lose another baby so I'm doing everything possible just in case we are pregnant. Send some more baby dust my way!!




Thought I'd Share some pictures of the beautiful scenery in my area!  These are of Seattle, Fox Island, Olympics and Cascade mountain ranges.

Happy Blogging to you all!!!

Giving Clomid another try!

So since we don't have time to head up to Seattle Reproductive in the next month my regular physician has opted to try Clomid again! I'm excited!  I really hope it works for us since my body has had a break from the medication for a few months. I just started day one of ten days on Progesterone on March 1st. After I start my Period I will be able to begin Clomid at 50mg for 5 days. Clomid worked for us the first month I used it at 50mg but I think because I wasn't sure if I should continue Metformin in pregnancy I lost my baby because I wasn't taking it. I am doing everything right this time around!

Please please pray that this can work for us!  We are getting close to 4 years of trying with only one failed success (miscarriage).  I know we are still young but I want this more than anything in the world.  I want to feel complete!  I want my family to be whole!

On a happy note~! My 22nd birthday is in 4 days! (March 6) This past year FLEW by!  I can't believe I'll be 22! Some days I feel so much older than 21-22!! 

I sincerely hope this is the year for myself and all my infertile bloggers!  We deserve to have our miracles!  We want it so bad that we know we will make the best parents for any child because we've longed to have them for a while!

Passing some baby dust to you!  Be sure to return some to me!

Happy Blogging!!!

Diana Maria ♥♥♥