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So I don't know how many people are actually following my infertility blog... most of the time I just write to get my thoughts and feelings out.  We attempted Clomid once again.  It has been almost 2 weeks since my last day of Clomid.  I detected ovulation with an OPK and hope the magic has happened.  Today I was actually nauseated from the smell of the pizza I was cooking.  I recall back in December when we were pregnant that I had a huge sensitivity to smells and that was really early in that pregnancy. So I told my hubby about that one.  Hopefully we are pregnant.  I'm trying not to get too excited about it though.  My mind tends to make me believe that I'm pregnant when in fact I'm not. Wish I could multiply as  much as others.. HAHA.


So... My best friend who lives in Arkansas is almost 5 weeks pregnant! I'm so happy for her but something sad is that she felt she couldn't tell me :(  I found out through Facebook!  It saddens me that my pain of my own infertility strikes her in almost the same way.  She didn't want me to feel pain in her joy.  That is sweet but I would have loved to hear it directly from her to me not from a post to everyone on facebook.  We talked about it today and everything is better.  I am very happy for her.  She has suffered more than a few miscarriages before finally delivering her beautiful daughter a little more than a year ago. It is a beautiful thing that she is able to have another.  I pray everything goes well in her pregnancy.  She is an amazing mother.  I am very proud I did not feel any jealousy when I found out.  She is my best friend, maybe that is why?  

I really hope that we are pregnant again.  I have been doing great in remembering to take my metformin and vitamins! I don't want to lose another baby so I'm doing everything possible just in case we are pregnant. Send some more baby dust my way!!




Thought I'd Share some pictures of the beautiful scenery in my area!  These are of Seattle, Fox Island, Olympics and Cascade mountain ranges.

Happy Blogging to you all!!!