Keep trying.. hurting now but healing will come....

I feel like yesterday I probably wrote my blog in anger. I had a doctors appointment today. I guess we have been playing trial and error and error seems to have favored us. Having PCOS messes with your body A LOT! We have figured out that I need assistance in sustaining a pregnancy. We know what gets me pregnant now (Clomid-fertility drug) Now to keep it I need to start taking Prometrium (progesterone) as soon as we find out we are pregnant again, and continue through the first trimester. So... I know I said we wouldn't be using any fertility meds for a while. Well it hurts me more not to try working towards our goal. I am taking a fertility break in May.. still inducing my period since I don't get those on my own. Then in June induce period and take Clomid again. I hope that we will get pregnant in June/July.

We are still hurting but there is healing, and we'll be stronger people in the end.  But right now I still feel so broken. I can't wait for the day that I will finally be able to hold my baby in my arms! I hope this day comes sooner than later.

~Diana